Paulo's Journal

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im sorry i haventbeen here tht often but yea ive been having fun this summer....i lost a very close friend and i want her back...it is now 2 p.m and its july 5th....i didnt make an entry becuz i have been bussy with parties....starting monday i am only posting once a week for the summer....every monday i will post so dnt b thinkin tht i ditched becuz i didnt....ok well my family is over now so i guess ill make my next post on monday july 7th....ok bye i luv u all<3

friday was pretty much boring lol other than wrestling becuz tht was shocking shit lmao...but anways saturday i hung out with haley and sarah..they r some sicknasty bitches...on sunday i skipped church and i am haning out with my cuzin joana and we went in the pool and now we r gunna do some fun shit on the playstation like guitar hero....it is now 6:40p.m sunday june 29th ....ill tlk back at you guys laterrrr<3

Since i havent hadf a chance to come on live journal all week this is what happened from Monday, june 23rd to thursday, june 26th. ok so on monday i think josh slept over...we had a blast [not like tht] he bought 24 pairs of drum sticks becuz all of his were retarded so he bought better ones....we never fell asleep and my mom ended up making us fall asleep at like 7 30 >=[. ok so on tuesday josh went home early and i think i went to joeys house. we hung out at his house and went on the computer and also went to rachel G's house. IT WAS FUN!!!! rachel G has a trampoline...a pool....and a big house. Speaking of rachel G .....on wednesday she had a birthday party....i ended up forgeting my swimsuit and her present becuz my mom didnt buy one yet becuz she had to go to work =/ but anyways i was jst trying to get sum1 in he pool and i forgot i had my cell fone in my pocket so brianna britto pushed me in with my cell fone and now im stuck with a gay one tht my mom used to use. so thursday i HAD planned for haley and karley to come over but karleys mommie sed no =[. so me and karley decided to try to hang out today on friday. alright since this is friday morning i cnt write about friday...but i can write about wut will/might happen...so karley might come over today and we will jst chill.it will b a blast....and later on i am going to watch wrestling...idc wut anyone says about wrestling...i like it so back off.....ya and things r getting more exciting becuzz of the wwe draft.....so stay off my grill            it is now 10:06 in the A.M xD



P.S- i watched juno and it was the best movie in the whole universe!!!! =]

So I guess karley is coming over today. We were going to hang out with matt but since Karley doesnt like matts friend Joe Cuzzi , she doesnt want to chill with matt now. i thought that was the only reason why she wanted to come over. I thought this whole argument would change us. I thought it would ruin our friendship or a LONG time . So we are going for a walk today then watching juno and some jack frost movie or wutever I dnt kno the name of it but yeah its going to be fun. I hope she gets to stay long so we have more time to do stuff. I might work on my myspace with her and hopefully convince her to get one =/. but she hates myspace so that will be hard. its 10:30A.M. right now and im trying to wake her up. do you think shes sleeping? well i dnt since she went to bed early yestarday. her away message is kinda weird . i  dont kno why shes mad but in her away message it says shes not in a good mood. i hope that changes becuz i want to have an AWSOME day today. so right now im watching high school stories. and im on the computer. obviously im in my room but some people dont have all this in their room =/ . i feel lucky but yet i dont =]. right now i thinking of wut i should wear today. im probably going to take a shower soon before she comes over. i think my dad has to pick her up.  I CANT WAIT....ill post tomorrow and yeah jst in case we dont have this awosme day...her mom still has to make up her mind yes or no xD yeah and BTW: my last post was suposed to b called A Long Story...i made a mistake on story.

yeah so today was pretty weird. i found out karley and matt were going out. karley is like the closest friend thts a girl. ya i already told her i liked her but no change. the only thing that changed is she kinda got mad at me for being jellous of matt. matt has been like my best friend since like idk 7 or 8 or idk but yeah he has changed. we arent the same =[ . well right now i really wished tht me and karley were as close and loving friends as we were before. ever since this whole argument about her relationship with matt we arent the same. i miss it . i truely do. i hope she can see that side of me. the side i have been trying to get her to see since november. i really wish we could go out but in a way i dont becuz  i have a girlfriend which i love BTW: idc wut anyone thinks of her and becuz it would only effect me and karleys friendship. [hopefully she doesnt read this] but i have loved her ever since novemberever since i have layed my eyes on her. i always tried to hook up with her but it never happened. i would do bassicaly anything for her. i cant believe i feel like this aboyut a girl at such a young age. but its true. wenever i see her it puts a smile on my face. i care for her so much and she doesnt see tht. she doesnt see how my life works =/. i wish she did and maybe she would understand how much i love her. im so confused right now. i have a girlfriend but yet i love karley. i havent tlked to my girlfriend in alotttt of days so if anyone asks well i was gunna break up with her but we never talk =[ . all's i want is a relationship for a long time. i hate 3 day relationships. they get me no where. so yeah i guess u can say im extermly jellous for matt but wut can i say? we both have good taste in girls. we both love karley even though she is his...she always has a place in my heart no matter if we were friends or not. so other than this my weekend was alright but not the best. i hope this week is better.

today is my first day on live journal. i am excited to have one finaly and i have my firned to help me just in case idk how to use it. so yeah theres nothingreally to tlk about...i just cant wait for the rest of the summer of 08!!!! all of u melesters better back away from my grill.